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Dear ________, I am writing this letter with the hope that I will never see you again, atleast not for few years. I am tired of carrying all this love for you that you can't even contain in your personhood with the sincere intentions to preserve it so that it could give me some sort of feeling of certainty regarding our future. I am not only tired of loving you, but I am also tired of telling myself that I am capable of loving you even when you don't have any love left for me, atleast not in the way I want to be loved. It's such a shitty thing, that...I am the one trying to gather my feelings and articulating them into these words to spoon-feed your romantic ego and tell you that... "...it doesn't matter how good you were to me, because you remembered to take all the credit for being a good person, but when it came to take accountability for your shitty behaviour, you were always willing to have a conversation around it instead of sincerely admitting straightforwar...